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witheredblum2025-04-19 03:10 pm
facultwist) wrote in witheredblum2025-04-19 03:10 pm
sinking down, down
Death is a drop into a blackness that swallows you. You feel the movement of not air but shadow across your face as you plummet, and there is no bottom. No crash.
If there is another side, you do not reach it.
It is neither the light of heaven or the fires of hell that greets you when you wake. And wake you do, to the buzz and flicker of old fluorescent lights.
You are laid out beside a full-size competitive swimming pool, half-filled with stagnant water. The doors out are blocked off by locked doors covered in caution tape. The locker rooms are long since emptied, paint peeling from the humidity. The only signs of habitation are a few pieces of scattered graffiti.
Welcome to your new home. There's no sunlight, no indication of time passing. Just you and each other and your thoughts. the stagnant water bubbles a little occasionally, but there's nothing in it.
Before long you'll realize that you no longer need to eat or drink. You might notice your hand go through something if you don't focus. You're a ghost now. What's that they say about unfinished business?
If there is another side, you do not reach it.
It is neither the light of heaven or the fires of hell that greets you when you wake. And wake you do, to the buzz and flicker of old fluorescent lights.
You are laid out beside a full-size competitive swimming pool, half-filled with stagnant water. The doors out are blocked off by locked doors covered in caution tape. The locker rooms are long since emptied, paint peeling from the humidity. The only signs of habitation are a few pieces of scattered graffiti.
Welcome to your new home. There's no sunlight, no indication of time passing. Just you and each other and your thoughts. the stagnant water bubbles a little occasionally, but there's nothing in it.
Before long you'll realize that you no longer need to eat or drink. You might notice your hand go through something if you don't focus. You're a ghost now. What's that they say about unfinished business?
cw suicidal ideation, suicide, somewhat victim-blaming/derogatory language
[Like, really. Very badly. But there's something pulling at the back of her mind. The situation itself, yes, but also . . .]
[The cut on Satsuki's hand. The missing blood. Satsuki's increasingly poor mental state, both before and after the last trial. Her desire to keep everyone else safe, and her awful, all-consuming self-loathing. Plus, Anthy and Kohaku had both been willing to sacrifice themselves and accidentally duplicated the tragedy. In this way, Satsuki could keep everyone else safe, avoid duplication, and indulge her martyr complex.]
[She really hopes Kana's right, that's all.]
cw suicidal ideation, suicide, somewhat victim-blaming/derogatory language
Satsuki just wanted to keep people alive. How can everyone think so little of her?]